The Diva Book

A real life behind the scenes look at the life of the International Superstar Sangindiva...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

PICTURE THIS!!!




















I am back in all of my picture snapping glory!!!

I have been playing around with my camera,
trying to figure out how to use it.

So since this is MY BLOG...
here are the first pictures I took on the new cam-
with a few variations from i-photo.

Like this:






















Or how about THIS?




















With a little Sepia flavor like this?





















I think this one might be my favorite....




















but then again- I don't know
'cause color is cool...





















I guess I'll let YOU be the judge-


















'cuz I'm OUT!!!


Sangindiva~

Thursday, July 27, 2006

BLOGGER IS EVIL!!











It has been acting so stupid.
It's giving me problems when
I try to upload my pics and it
has been taking forever to open pages.
This has been going on for the last 2 days :(

GET. IT. TOGETHER. BLOGGER.


I had a totally different post but it has to
wait for OBVIOUS (blogger) reasons. BOOO.

So let me first say to all of the bloggers on my
list ova' there------------------------>

I have been doing so many things that I have been blog
slackin'. I apologize. I will get back to readin' and
commenting. I am also in the process of updating my side
listings because there are SO many blogs I read that
I do not have listed... YET.
( ie. Slump, Slish, Will , The God, BossMack and many others)
Hey like Fresh said: "Fall back... I'm workin' on that :)


FREAKY left me a message telling me to hurry up and
get a camera. So um... I DID THAT!!!!
My friend bought me a BEAUTIFUL camera.
(thank you sweetie!! )
I feel you Freaky... I miss seeing myself plastered all
over my blog too...
TRUST and believe as SOON as it is charged and
I figure out how to work it- it is ON!

The Sangindiva has been FULLY enjoying her summer.
This is the first time in a few years that I didn't spend
my summer in Europe. I decided to stay stateside because
the world has just got too much going on right now.
I ain't no fool! hahahaha!

Anyway, I have been vacationin' like CRAZY-
visiting friends and family I haven't seen,
lunchin' with mah girls, big pimpin' da boyz
and lookin' fabulous the whole time! :)

I've been in the studio working with different
hip-hop artists on various projects,
PARTYIN' HARD (whooooo!),
seeing what it do in Canada,
(SHOUT out to Mz. JJ and Mocha)
Missin' Glam in Hawaii (I had to throw that in-
I MISS U GURL!)
and of course Thanking God for blessing me to
live the life I'm living, God is GOOD! :)

I'm on my way to Miami for a show,
Then I'm gonna hook up with Crazy ZED in
Satans Anus... (Detroit)
He has already informed my picture happy azz
that there can be NO pics of him on my blog... (he's wanted...shhh)
That means is MORE pics of me! hahahaha!
AND he said "he gone buy me some SKRIMPS!!"

For all my Texas folk- (Fallen, Ms. B...)
I will be in Dallas for a show on the 13th (I think)
I'll hit yall with an e-mail for the info.

The sweetie Will is having his big 35th B-day party
in NY on Aug 19. As soon as I get the PAPER invite-
I'll book my ticket.... Get on that mail WILL!!!
I can't wait to party with you :)

Nichelle- where you at gurl? You can be my guest :)
(How ghetto am I to invite somebody else to Will's
party?... well she's a blogger, she's already in NY,
I want to meet her too AND she's FABULOUS!) so there!

My boy Grim has started a blog-
Man! we literally go back like baby's with pacifiers :)
Our families grew up together like brothers and sisters.
He is an AMAZING ARTIST!!!
When he was like 8- I swore he drew comic books on the side!


Please stop by his spot(s) and welcome him.

Grim's Blog<--------- this is his writing blog...

Grim's Art <---------- this is his art blog.



Last thing on the docket...




This Is MY SUMMER JAM!!!
'Toya came WITH IT on this one!
It has HEAVY repeat on the I-pod.















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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Enter the Private Room...

















O.k. Yall here is how it all went down...

First my girl P started it off with her 100 things about me post...
Then GLAM (Miss Ahmad) hit us off with hers-
THEN Isha posted one too!
I of course had NO intention of doing this meme.

Then, I was talking to GLAM the other day and she said-
"Sangindiva, you need to do it too, because you're very PRIVATE.
(Man! wasss up with folks callin' us private P? )

I will admit- trying to think of 100 things that I want to tell the world
about myself is hard!

Anyway, I was blog creepin' (as I often do)
and I came across this meme.
I got it from Darbs (mah sista) and told her I was stealing it!

It is not 100 things about me... but I live by my own rules!

Enter...














1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?


Yes

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?

4 1/2 years

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?

A beaded Pashmina from my assistant

4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?

Haha! I just picked it up!

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED TRUTH OR DARE?

Um... I'll take NEVER for $500, Bob.

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?

Shoes, purses, jewelry... I pretty much just contribute

to the keep Sangindiva pretty fund... :)

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?

Fried Oysters and salad


8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?

GRILL! (smile)

9. SOME FAVORITE SONGS?

Way, way, way too many to name

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?

Los scandalous... I mean Los Angeles.

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:

Long Beach Jordan Performing Arts High School

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:

T-mobile

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:

I don't really shop at the mall. I like boutiques.

14. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?

uh..No

15. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?

No...but I did when I was younger...before Caller ID and *69

16. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:

My mother...definitely

17. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIENDS:

Some weekly...for the couple of others, sadly, it's been months...years even.

18. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:

I rarely eat fast food so I guess- In and Out.

19. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:

I'll pull out...

20. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?

Anywhere that I'm not cooking!

21. CAN YOU COOK?

Of Course! I'm the oldest of 5...

22. WHERE'S 25 DOUCHE?

What the hell kind of question is this?!?

23. BEST KISSER:

Me :o)

24. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:

hmmm... It's been a minute. I'm not particular to crying.

25. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:

brussle sprouts and beets YUCK!

26. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:

My personality

27. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:

My weight

28. CAN YOU SING?

Well... I AM the Sangin' Diva!

29. LAST KISS?

Does the one I gave myself in the mirror count?


30. LAST MOVIE WATCHED:

Love Jones -hahahaha!

31. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:

My cell phone- I will turn around if I forget it!

32. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT:

The world is my playground... It's hard to pick a favorite.

33. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:

Laptop... MAC ROCKS!!

34. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:

Dave Chapelle

35. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?

hahaha... guess :)

36. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?

Me, Myself and I

37. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?

I don't know.

38. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?

Both!

39. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?

Not really. I never drink it.

40. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?

Scrambled med. with cheese

41. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?

Kinda but more so for entertainment.

42. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

Mr. Grier

43. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:

Jamie... on purpose.

44. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?:

Nigga where you at?! I'm hungry!- (from my homegirl.)

45. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:

4 on the bed, 2 for sleeping.

46. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:

tank top and booty shorts

47. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC


48. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?

Strawberry!

49. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?

Nope

50. CAN YOU SWIM?

Like a rock.

51. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?

I can't eat ice cream

52. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?

No- I don't read them well. ok...

53. TELL ME A FEW RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF:

Besides my family growing up- I have never lived with anyone.
I hate cats! ( but love dogs)
Instyle is my favorite magazine.

54. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON:

Late spring... early Summer

55. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?

Today

56. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?

It's rarely morning when I get up.
I normally go to bed when most people are waking up.

57. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?

Let me think about that... I don't like winter.

58. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH:

Maybe...

59. WHAT IS THE FIRST LETTER IN UR CRUSHES NAME:

*snort* HA! Neeeeeexxxxxttt!!

60. DO YOU THINK SEX IS COOL OR OVERRATED:

Depends on who it's with...

61. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?

Chilaxin' (Chillin' and relaxin')

62. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDATE?

May 29th so buy me sumthin' !


63. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE:

At peace...Happy...and Truly Loved.

64. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?:

Yes

65. ARE YOU SMILING?:

Nope

66. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:

Yep

67. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO?

Morea or Bora Bora -Fiji

68. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?

LOL...no

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME:

Samirah- (That's my Arabic name...)

70. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?:

Brown and white... it looks better than it sounds :)

71. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?:

no...

72. LATEST INJURY?:

None to speak of... * knocking on wood*

73. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER:

Yes, 3 to be exact

74. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?:

Yes

75. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?

Yes.

76. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE in PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?

If I'm honest...yes.

77. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?

A Gold necklace, earrings, and an anklet... I never take them off.

78. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY?

SLEEP -it's already 3:40 am PST


The End.

See GLAM- I'm not THAT private! :)


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Friday, July 21, 2006

WEEKEND FUN~

For some reason I am loving this video!

I wanna be so famous...
My reality is better than the fairytale.


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Sangindiva~




Have a great weekend!



Thursday, July 20, 2006

THROWBACK THURSDAY!




















Heeeeeey Yall!

I was sitting at home bored, when I found
an old VHS tape of one of my favorite movies-
LOVE JONES. A throwback from 1997.

Now for those of you who know me (for real)
you already know about the Sangindiva's
T.V. situation... for those of you who don't
here's some background-

* I don't really like or watch t.v.
* I only have one in my house
* It's 13 inches
* It has a VCR at the bottom
* It has a wire hanger for an antenna
* If I didn't have a laptop I couldn't watch DVD's
*I DON'T HAVE CABLE* not even basic...
(see, if I had my camera I could have taken a picture!) :(

Now do you see why the tape seemed so appealing?

I proceeded to pop in the movie AND
cracked open a bottle of Chenin Blanc...
(I must say my buzz was sufficiently ON!)

















As I watched the movie,
(and put a DENT in the white wine)

I thought about love... and the jones.




















What's it like...

To feel, to touch, to be and in -

LOVE?

What's it like to have a LOVE JONES?

The Urban Dictionary said:

1. love jones

An Attraction for someone;
you're feigning for them in every way...physical and mental.

On this Throwback Thursday tell me-

Have you ever had a love jones?
Do you still have it for that person?



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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Wednesday Wants...














Wass up family?
I have not been wanting to blog because
my digital camera is broken :(

I'm really pissed off about this.















I had become so accustomed to living my life
through my camera, being without it is not the same.

Why haven't I just gone out and bought a new one
you ask? Well...
I have been SUPER busy, but that's not the MAIN reason.

The main reason is:

I don't know what to buy!
I'm the type of person that researches EVERYTHING-
especially before I make a decision.
Don't let the smooth taste fool you-
The Sangindiva is a GEEK.
As in nerd.
shhh. don't tell.



















I want to make sure I take my time to find the one I
really like. I got the broken one from Japan about 3 years
ago- but I didn't research it like I should have, I just wanted
a camera.

Do you guys have any suggestions?

I'd like the shutter speed to be fast,
my last camera was suuuuper slow :(
It took 3 WHOLE seconds to snap the picture-
I can't have that anymore!

ANYWAY...




















Last night I sang at this restaurant/lounge called
Hal's in Venice. It's a really nice and elegant spot.
On most Sunday and Monday nights they have different bands
there. It's mostly an instrumental smooth jazz spot,
but when I roll through- I sang... :)
The show went very well.

Julia Roberts was there... I wonder does that technically
mean I sang to her? I mean, she was in the audience hahaha!














We all know the Sangindiva wants a new camera...
(and some money) :)

Since it's Wednesday...
Tell me what you want.
You never know- you just might get it!




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Monday, July 17, 2006

To Ken, Love Barbie...



















Remember when you named me Barbie?

I was your 6 ft hottie with the black Barbie body...

And you?

You were -and still are- my Ken.





















Young, wise, thoughtful and kind-
body like Adonis and genius in the mind.

Caring, responsible, strong and sweet,
hard working, honest- You're a precious commodity!

Do you remember crayons at the table-
and rocket science lessons?

Rice paper letters-
and hidden musical messages?

Long talks past midnite-
and melodies by candlelight?

I still feel the tender way you held my hand,
as we stood in the middle of the floor to dance.

Thoughts mingle, minds intertwine,
our exchange is so fluid-
the feeling so sublime...

As we dip and swirl
on our mental dance floor-
I feel like a grown woman...





















while knowing I'm your baby-
even if it's just for tonight.

The timber of your voice is more than bliss-
when compliments fall from your lips.

Your airplane has become my favorite too-
and every time "the mouse" moves,
I think of you...

If I had to tell a secret I guess it would be:

You'll always be my Ken. :*

Love,

Barbie


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Thursday, July 13, 2006

Secrets... Revealed.

















To all of the wonderful people who shared secrets...

I am not here to judge-only God is authorized to do that.

Everyone has secrets...
Thank you for sharing yours.


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Sangindiva~

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

SECRETS....Shhh...




















TELL























ME





















YOUR






















SECRET...


There is a blog I read EVERY week.

It's called POSTSECRET.

Following the post secret rule - I want to try an interactive blog topic.

ANONYMOUSLY
post a secret.

Tell me something you wouldn't tell anyone else.

I won't tell- I promise...


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Thanx to "Poet Mom" January for the idea!

Monday, July 10, 2006

Cleanin' and Singin'...


















Hey Everybody!

I hope you had a cool weekend.
It has been so beautiful here in sunny Los Angeles.
I have been hanging out and enjoying my summer-
but I must give in to discipline!

In order to have a productive day-

I'm going to do my body good-
by going to Pilates...
























Doing some laundry,

























Do a little cleanin',



















and a little singin'...




powered by ODEO



This song is called "Be with you".

Unlike the FIRST and SECOND time
I put music on my blog-
I am not the singing backgrounds on this song.
(I was on the road and didn't have time to sing
them myself so I am only singing lead on this.)

As always-
This is just a demo,
and your opinions are always welcomed :)

Have a great day!


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Thursday, July 06, 2006

OH! NOOOOOO!!!

















I'm soooo upset!! I want to SCREAM!!!!!
I was planning on posting about my fantastic
trip to San Francisco...but my camera BROKE!!!
I don't even know how it happened :(


I guess I'll have to save my story for another day...

Anyway here are a couple of pics that were e-mailed to me.

This was from this sushi spot called Yoshi's in Jack London Square-
(in Oakland).
















The salmon was DIVINE!


















...the martinis were nice too :)


Here is one from me shopping at a stationary store
in Berkeley...




















(Obviously, I wasn't ready for this picture-
I'm lookin' crazy! hahaha!)


And because there is NO shame in my game...

on a dare- I snatched off my "hair"!!!





















(Yesss... that is my afro puff! )












I'm really bummed about my camera, yall. :(
Hopefully I can get my pictures off of the
memory card. I'm off to Costco- Wish me luck!



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Monday, July 03, 2006

5 MINUTES WITH... THE SANGINDIVA




















Hey yall Ms. bRandy tagged me a looooooog time ago.
I know she thinks I forgot :)

So I present... 5 minutes with me!


If money didn't matter what would you do with your life?

I would travel more and bring the people that I
love and respect
with me. I would love for them to
see what I have seen and discover
a love of the world
and travel like I have.


What's the biggest misconception about you?

That I am unapproachable. I don't know if it is my height
or what but most men assume that I am married or have a
boyfriend. Ummm... I DON'T :) hahahaha!


Beauty or brains?

uh... I have BOTH.



What is your weapon of choice?

It would be a tie between my smile, my wit or my charm.
Oh, how many have fallen when the Diva uses 1 or a combination
of these "weapons".

Who was your first celebrity crush?



















Michaeal Jackson, when he was still cute.
I had a button
with him on it where he had on a
yellow vest over a white
shirt.
I just KNEW he was going to be my man...
boy was I wrong!!

What's your family's nickname for you?

They call me Sangindiva now-
but when I was younger it was Skinny Minnie or
Olive (as in Olive Oil from Popeye)


What is your most embarrassing guilty pleasure?

Talking to myself. No, for real- having FULL BLOWN
conversations with me... I love it.


What's the last book you've read?

This a hard one because I read alot.
And I read multiple books at a time.
I mostly buy
4 or 5 at a time from an airport
and leave them in
hotels or on the plane when
I am done so I really
can't remember.

Name one thing that scares you?

Experiencing love FOR REAL.

What's the biggest mistake you've made?
I think at the time when you have realized any mistake
you make it seems like the biggest...
I don't make a habit of thinking of mistakes I've made.
God wipes my slate clean everyday-so I let the past stay there.


Who would you cast to play you in a movie about you?

HANDS DOWN- Kerry Washington













Mami is simply FABULOUS!
















If you ran for President of the United States,
who would be your running mate?

Oprah Winfrey. 'Nuff said.




















Who is your favorite TV mom?

Claire Huxtable of course.
She was class and elegance personified.



















What's the fastest way to pick a fight with you?

Insult my intelligence or belittle me...
Those are sure fire ways to get the can of whoop ass opened.


If you could tell one person to shut up, who would it be?

Good ol' BUSH. He get's the "Sit yo' stupid, ignorant, a** down
and
shut the %$@& up" award.
(I will NOT disrespect my blog with his photo)

Who would you die for?

My son Aaron. I love him so much I'd prove it with my life.

Name one celebrity whom you would never procreate with
under any circumstances?

Mike "retarded a**" Tyson- EWWWW!!















It would be an honor if some said my singing reminded them of_____________.

"Classic" Whitney Houston














or Minnie Riperton

























Name one sex act you would never perform if you were the opposite sex?

I am going to agree with bRandy and say golden showers.
Just no need for that whatsoever...
if I respect you enough to have sex with you,
I'm not going to disrespect you by peeing on you...be for real.

Would you ever pose for Playgirl/Playboy?

uh... well... I'd never SAY never... but I SERIOUSLY
doubt it. I'm not what you would call "playboy" material.
(you know the whole fake boob thing and all)

When was the last time you cried?

Last week.

What's the greatest personal tragedy you've ever experienced?















The death of the man ONLY man I would have married.

I know for a fact that if I am never loved again-
I was TRULY loved once.



Complete this sentence: By this time next year______________.

My life will be different in a positive way :)

(I can't tell ALL my business!)



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